De Memory

She is everywhere I go
Everyone I see
December's gone and I still can't sleep
January's on the way
At least that's what they say
But these month won't leave

Walk away
I'm barely breathing
As I'm lying on the floor
Take my heart
As you're leaving
I don't need it anymore

Now February has brought the rain
But I still see your face
And I can not escape the past
Creeping up inside
Reminding me that I
Can never bring you back
This is endless

Someone help me
'Cause the memory
Convinced itself to tear me apart
And it's gonna succeed before long

This is the memory
This is the curse of having
Too much time to think about it
It's killing me
This is the last time
This is my forgiveness
This is endless

To Love Is To Learn Losing The One You Love

We cannot beg someone to stay
if they want to leave
and be with someone else.
We have to admit that love
doesn’t give us
the license to own a person.
This is what love means…
sacrifice.

Deep in my heart,
I’m suffering,
knowing that
I’ve lost you.
On the outside,
I’m living,
pretending that
I’ve forgotten you

I just want one day to go by
where I’m not pretending I’m happy!

Once upon a time I was falling in love,
but now I’m only falling apart.

Other men said they have seen angels,
But I have seen thee,
And thou art enough.

You will never know true happiness,
until you have truly loved,
and you will never understand,
what pain really is,
until you have lost it.

Forget the times
he walked by,
Forget the times
he made you cry,
Forget the times
he spoke your name,
Remember now

You’r e not the same.
Forget the times
he held your hand,
Forget the
sweet things if you can,
Forget the times
& Don’t pretend,
Remember now
he’s just your friend.

I had a dream and it was about you …
I smiled and recalled the memories we had …
then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes …
you know why?
Coz in my dream you kissed me
and said goodbye …

The way to love anything is to
realize that it might be lost.

Remove Me!!! I Don't Care

I don’t mind if u wish to remove me as ur friends in Facebook, Twitter, friendster and etc.. Some of my friends remove me since I’m not replying their comments or messages..Wht De Hek???

Oh come on lah, I don’t mind ok. I don’t need a numbers of my friend. I’m just need a truly friendship either in reality or in any social network. Hope u aren’t requesting me again after this ok.. Take care.

Maulidur Rasul Has Come

Rabiul Awal is the month which our beloved Prophet Muhammad Shalallahu ‘alaihi wasalam was born. Prophet Muhammad shalallahu ‘alaihi wasalam was born in Mecca on 12 th day of Rabiul Awal. On the day he born, the majusi’s Eternal flame which never be extinguished was extinguished. And many other miracles happened in his birth day.

Rasulullah shalallahu’alaihi wasalam has taken us from the gloomy world into the bright world. He has lead us to gid rid of stupidity. So, it’s the time for us to thank to Allah that has sent him (shalallahu ‘alaihi wasalam) for us, and thanks to our beloved prophet Muhammad shalallahu ‘alaihi wasalam by obeying his order.

At last, I hope, by the coming of Maulidur Rasul we can be a good Muslims and our love to our prophet Muhammad Shalallahu ‘alaihi wasalam become deeper and deeper. We can realize our love by obeying all his order and leaving all the things he hates.

Ya Nabi Salam ‘Alaika

Ya Rasul Salam ‘Alaika

Ya Habib Salam ‘Alaika

Shalawatullah ‘Alaika

I Love My Family

I found this poem and it reminded me to my family...i love my abah, my mama, my brothers and my sisters...I LOVE MY FAMILY

To be apart of a family like mine
is so divine
where love is shown
hurt is shared
our love for each other is never impaired

we talk
we laugh
we cry

but we are a family
and we do it all together
for as a family
we do it all as one

you hurt one
you hurt all
and as a family unit
we will all stand tall

for we are family
a family full of strength
a family full of love
a family no one can touch
that, s why I love my family so much.

Wht Lies Inside Me???

No one knows what lies inside me.. probably because no one knows what lies inside each one of us.. no matter how deeply involved one is with another, no one can ever understand what exactly is going on in our heart.. i know one feels good when one shares feelings with others but some emotions are best kept and felt in your heart, i mean i share almost everything with my family and friends but there are those special ‘few’ which i don’t and would never share with anyone be it the feelings associated with my good experiences or bad, pain or happiness, that doesn’t count, its just that some feelings are just meant for you and your heart..

I honor my past and treasure its memories in my heart and soul. I honestly feel that ‘regret’ is the most awful feeling and i never did and i never would regret anything in my life because i know it was all i wanted at that moment.Life’s greatest setbacks reveal life’s biggest experiences.I just hope i have the sense to manage my memories in a way that enriches my life.

Rather than spending my days judging the events and experiences of my life, i want to adopt a neutral stance and simply accept them for what they are.. Feel the pain and savour the happiness..!!!

Remember Me :P

Remember Me when I’m gone…

Not for the things I did, but for the friend I was…

Not for the brilliant mind I had...

But for the brother I was…

Not for the talents I had...

But for the son I was…

And all those times I made you sad...

Remember how I made you happy...

Remember the laughing and the playing...

But not the yelling and screaming...

Remember the good times...

But not the bad times...

Remember the times we had together...

But not the time we spent apart...

Remember me because I care about you...

Remember me because I love you...

Just remember me when I’m gone as I will always remember you…

Remember me Forever...